Sunday, January 28, 2018

The Guide









The Guide

             
     You shouldn’t be here. But since you are, let’s go for a walk. Out of everybody that comes here to visit, I never thought I would see you here. This place isn’t meant to be stayed in for long. It’s my job to keep you company until you find your way back. Who am I? Well, that’s another story on it’s own, but the short version is: I’m nobody. I don’t have a name, but people do give me a title, “The Guide.”
     Titles are a funny thing. People think they give things purpose, order. Order is something that exists by itself. Sure things happen randomly, but in that randomness, there is order to the chaos. A random car crash that kills young people before they can even taste life even has order. Maybe they didn’t see the truck that was broke down on the side of the road because the mechanic forgot to tighten the bolt on the oil pan after an oil change? Should one of them have stayed just a bit longer at the gas station trying to figure out what drink would quench their thirst best, they all might still be around.
     No, you’re not dead. You’re in nothingness with me until you are ready to get back in your own state of mind. Demons take over and your consciousness gets put here. I try to help you get back into your former self. Some Demons like to stick around longer than others. You have more than one taking over right now, so this might take a while. Damage is hard to fix, and the more time you spend here, the harder it will be when you get back in your body.
     How long have I been here? This place is me… I am uncertainty… I am the time between cause and effect… I’m here to protect you from your own Demons and thoughts of chaotic impulses. Which are coming to an end soon. Once we reach the end of this path, you’ll be back in your body and waking up. Your demons won’t be gone for good. They will be here with me until I can’t contain them anymore. Lucky for you, that doesn’t seem like it will happen much. The cuts on your wrists will heal, you’ll cover up the scars until they fade, and you will be happy; trust me.
     You visit me on the worst day of your life, but it’s the best of mine. You’re too beautiful to be in this place, and I’ll do my best to keep you from coming back, even though I enjoyed seeing you. Let go and live.

The End

Monday, January 1, 2018

Mr. Black








Mr. Black




     “Take my hand.”
     Was the first thing I ever heard Mr. Black say. I’ll never forget how deep and distant his voice sounded. With blurry vision, I looked up at his shadow from the cold, hard ground and whispered, “What happened?”
     “I knocked you out. How are you feeling?”
     “Umm, I feel okay considering.” I said, “Where am I? What do you mean, ‘knocked me out’ was there an accident?”
     “You are where I bring all of my… for a lack of better words, victims.”
     By this time I couldn’t even move. All I could think was, what the fuck is going on? I was having an okay day before waking up in this bright shit hole of a place.
     “I assure you, you’re not a victim, as of right now, and I don’t have any plans on making you one if you do what I need.” He said directly into my eyes without blinking.
     I sat up, put my hands over my face and started to rub my eyes. I’m not sure what he knocked me out with. I wasn’t bleeding, I didn’t have a bump, I just was out of it. I did get a Coke from the gas station, but I don’t remember him being in there. I would have noticed him. He is a very tall man. Black styled hair, like he was from the 40s. Very slick and proper looking. Wide shoulders and long arms. His grey eyes would look right through you and see you for what you are. I still get chills when thinking about him looking at me like that. He wanted something, and nothing was going to stop him. I feared for my life for the first time. All I could think at the time to ask was…
     “What is it that you want, sir?”
     “Want? Hell, I want a lot of things, little man. What I don’t want is to go to prison for a very long time. I say long time because this state doesn’t believe in the death sentence; so I’d rot for sure.”
     The state he talked about is California. I looked around while we was talking and noticed a table with something hanging off of it.
     “Listen, I need to leave town and require help finishing a few details of my plan so I can get the fuck out of here without any issue. Will you help?” Mr. Black asked.
     My eyes focused on the table and realized the bloody, boney legs hanging from under a cloth. I shot up, got under my legs and shagged ass as fast as my foggy brain would let me. Every turn I ran into brick walls. Rooms flooded with light like mini surgical rooms. Each room had tables in them with clothes covering something. Fuck, I thought my heart was going to explode until I felt Mr. Black kick my foot from behind me and I tripped over my own foot.
     “You’re one fast son-of-a-BITCH!!! You saw more than I wanted you to, but that’s okay. You run again and I will cut your feet off. Do you understand me, little man?”
     I still don’t know how he caught me. Yea, I was out of it, but never thought someone as big as him would be able to keep up. I told him I wouldn’t run again and he took me to the open area. By this time I was clear headed and found out I was in a storage unit lot. 10 units on each side of us, all full of… nightmares.
     “Are you listening, Kid?!” Mr. Black yelled.
     “Yes… sorry.” I said looking up at him.
     “You scared of that body under the cloth over there?”
     “Yes.”
     “Do you want to be a bloody piece of shit under one of my clothes?”
     “No.”
     “Do you want to get out of here today and be home in your warm bed by tonight?”
     “Yes.”
     “Good. And you will be. The cops are on my trail pretty closely; too close for comfort. I normally can control the outcome, but I’m not sure about this time… I need to leave and start over. What I need you to do is help me get this place ready to blow up.”
     “Blow up?! I don’t know anything about bombs!” I yelped.
     “You don’t know shit, that’s why I chose you. Don’t you know it’s rude to interrupt your elder? Shut the fuck up and listen. I already rigged the place, I just need help hanging this guy and making it look like he killed himself. I got the idea from my brother. He used to do that to his victims. So this guy is a John Doe I picked up, the cops will assume I killed myself. They don’t have any DNA from me, and this guy is a ghost; they’ll be okay just to go with it to close the case and move on with their lives.” Mr. Black said.
     “Okay, I’m ready to get this over with. I just want to go home.” I said. What else could I say? I was ready to get safe and call the cops when I was able to. We hung the guy, cut his throat after we hung him for overkill. “What now?”
     “I am going on my merry way. You just have to do one more thing.”
     “…”
     “Go in each unit and turn the levers to release the gas before you press that button next to the body… oh, and try to make it out alive. It’s going to happen very quickly after that button is pressed.” Mr. Black said with a smile.
     And he walked away. He thought I wasn’t going to make it out alive. He destroyed these bodies, but kept each room perfectly clean. The last room I went into was a makeshift kitchen. I think he was eating them. I went to the body after each lever was pulled and pressed the button and ran as fast as I could to the back of the lot. There was a RV I could hide behind. I barely made it. As soon as I got it to the RV, everything was on fire, including me. I got to the other side of it and rolled around in the sand until the fire was out. I never felt so much pain in my life and was thankful for it. I loved the pain in that moment, because it meant I made it; I was alive and free.
     So, that’s my story. I know it is hard to believe, but it’s the truth.

     “I don’t believe a word of it. Each room his prints and hair are all over. No one else was in that storage besides the defendant. You are a sick individual, sir, and I sentence you to death by lethal injection.” The Judge said.
     “We don’t have the death sentence in California, your honor.”
     “No, but Nevada does, and that’s where a few of the victims were from. Now get out of my sight.” The judge said with a blank expression.
     I guess I am one of Mr. Black’s victims after all.

The End